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Meg

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I wrote this simple and short birthday poem last February 2018 for a friend of mine for almost 16 years now. We've been friends since high school days ad since we are both living in different countries now, we are not able to hang out as often as we want to like the old days. I am missing those days when we can just call each other and randomly decide to go places without any plans whatsoever. We can't do it now due to distance,  but in a way I wanted her to know that I'm always here and forever will be, no matter what. Originally, I posted it to her facebook timeline on her actual birthday but decided to post it here as a keep sake of our friendship. Our friendship started way back before facebook even came to be and it's hard to find friends nowadays that would last this length but ours did. To Meg, To a wonderful woman I know Happy Birthday kins although we are far from each other I hope you keep in mind a friend like me is just around and not that hard
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Over and over again

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  behind the smile is a weak heart behind this laugh im falling apart all my feelings started to pour will all these emotions lead to my down fall? every passing day i try to be strong for i thought i knew you all along but reality has cut me so deep and now i can't help myself but just weep you've hurt me before and you did it again over and over, now i still try pretend i try and understand but everyday my heart slowly dies i just can't handle to many lies but i won't bow and surrender in defeat for every fall, ones again i will leap after every storm i will grow stronger until the day you heart will start to wonder yes, i've changed and this time for the best i will prove to myself i can pass all the test then in time not only you will see i found my HAPPINESS not because of anything else but because i was true to me
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what it is

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they say its an opportunity that living here's a dream they think earning is an ease that money is a breeze what they don't know what i've experience in reality it's this... that life is already complicated that's just how it is people say I'm lucky but it matters on the state of mind always think optimistic that everythings gonna work out fine problems always exist whether you think about it or not so why not lessen your burden and just give it the best you've got
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Feel and Fear

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I feel it again, happiness and fear All my emotions surface and revealed I don’t know how it started Somehow you just make me smile I don’t know for how long Forever or maybe awhile Every time we’re talking The hours seem to fly Distance is never a problem All in time it will be alright But I have fears inside This one you should know Seeing this wall between us Questions start to flow What if? A lot of them came flooding The fear grew in my heart Tried to find my answers Don’t know where to start But the warmth of your voice gives me comfort They wipe away my fears A mere smile has made my doubts disappear So, I just allowed myself to feel and fear
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The Pencil Parable

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=== In the beginning,the Pencil Maker spoke to the pencil saying ====  "There are 5 things you need to know before i send you out to the world. Always remember them and you will become the best pencil you can be." FIRST: You will be able to do many things, but only if you allow yourself to be held in someone else's hand. SECOND: You will experience a painful sharpening from time to time, but this is required if you are to become a better pencil. THIRD: You will have the ability to correct any mistakes you might make.  FOURTH: The most important part of you will always be what's inside. FIFTH: No matter what the condition, you must continue to write. You must always leave a clear, legible mark no matter how difficult the situation.   ---The pencil understood,promising to remember, and went into the box fully understanding it's Maker's purpose.--- "For we are His workmanship,created in Christ Jesus for good works,which God prep
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After All

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Your memories they hunt me In the four walls of my room I tried to ignore the feeling But even in your absence it grows strong Why can’t I forget? Why can’t this feeling disappear? If it’s bound never to become real All those sweet words were all just surreal And you were never true You had my heart, you had it whole Why did you tear it to pieces? Why did you let me fall? When in the end you won’t love me after all My heart is paralyze Turned iced by all this pain One moment you’re gone and then you appear Without any word, my heart was filled with fear Are you okay? Are you forever gone? Or maybe you just found someone Well at least, let me know the truth It might break me but I’ll be strong For if the truth isn’t on my side I’d still feel better realizing… It was never meant after all
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Another Day Thinking

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"and the heavy rains pour into her lonely heart she seeks his face she seeks his hand but she's alone no one holding her hand without you out of her sight" "in bed she lay her eyes wide awake but her mind is traveling trying to understand" "tossing and turning she recalls her dream was it a nightmare? or a beautiful thing? and if yes, will it come true" "the coldness of the early morning envelops her heart trying to change it to a new she listens to the raindrops as if the answers where there but the answer are to few showing no sign of the person she cares" "she stretched and closed her eyes wanting some peace of mind but then her heart and mind betrays her now his running on her mind as she starts to think" "she misses you when you're quite and even when you talk she misses you knowing you're far still be missing you when you're close she misses you every bit even miss you if you're here misses when she
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